i realize now, more than ever, saying no at that time was the best i did, but am not proud of it.
i miss you, i miss the time we shared together,i miss your laughter, the sound of it makes me wet with desire and when you look at me i just want cry out. but something kept holding me back, now i know what it is.
I DID NOT WANT TO LOOSE YOU. yea its a funny irony but its the truth, i did not want to display my emotions and come out looking loose to you, but then i loved the feel of you i still do.if i had said YES then, i wouldn't have understood why you do some things and your extreme sensitivity would have been lost on me.
so am glad i know you better now. please love forgive my insensitivity, give me a chance to make it right. you once said "if they leave only 2 of us in this world, we can stay well" i know you are hurt and have A right to be, but please forgive, lets make amends and be happy again.
i will NOT leave you again.
I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL.
yours truly.
kisses.
